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I will no longer be using this site....thanx for all the comments everyone

Luv 2 all, *NIK*

They say to just be yourself…

But being myself is never good enough.

[Edit]- Drew and Taylor (I guess) brought a can of “fart” or whatever to school today. Right after lunch every classroom and hallway in the school smelled so bad I thought I was gonna puke…I’m sure it was worth those 3 detentions they got, lol. Nothing else new…… Luv 2 all, * NIK *

OH, and fyi....I will be making a new site tomarrow.....

So much for going to Haven 21 tomorrow. Since it's in Omaha, can't get a ride... Oh, well. Still going to Hoobastank on Saturday.

Daily guy drama... Matt brought up a good point: "it always seems as though your liking a new guy, and you have to like a guy, cause once you dont like one, you like another one. i hope you realize you dont have to have a boyfriend to be happy" I don't always like someone. It's just a coinsidence that there is another guy that I like the day after giving up on the last guy (hope that made sense). Most of the time I don't like someone cuz most of the guys at Waverly are assholes. Notice I said MOST, not all. YES!!!! I realize that you don't need a guy to be happy...HELL YES I know that. Actually things are a whole lot less stressful being single and you can have more fun. I guess I kinda confuse myself with that...I like someone, yet I still like being single...yet I want something to happen with the person I like...it's weird and complicated. Well, enough with my problems for today.

Did you know Mr. Harpster used to be a volleyball coach? I'm not sure if I've written that in a past entry or not but I'm still really surprised...and grossed out. YUCK!!!!

Classes this year are just plain boring! Biology is hard, Geometry test tomorrow, Web page design is pointless, Soc. Studies should be called nap time, German is...dunno, ... blah

Well, call me if you wanna do something Luv 2 all,  *NIK*

So, in Web page design class today I Googled "SOJH lyrics" and it came up with some stuff and I clicked on (I believe it was) "SOJH happy song lyrics"...or whatever. Well, it turned out to be this video that was all randomness and I laughing so hard I was crying, lol....you should read it. That class is so pointless, I haven't learned a thing...

About the guy situation (once again): I don't like "him" anymore even though most of you know who he was. I do like someone else that I MIGHT have a chance with, that I actually somewhat talk to. I'm not telling ANYONE who it is this time...not even my bestest friends, lol. It's not really any of their business anyways. I've learned that if my friends wanna tell me who it is, then they will. If not, then it's not of my business. I'm really happy though... It’s not like I have a big secret that I don’t want him to know, I just don’t want it to become a “public fanfare” as Trevor would put it…

Tonight I am going to Geneva for a HIKE (Hearing impaired kids endowment) presentation. HIKE is were we raise money for kids that need hearing devices and then we have these presentations where we officially present the money and stuff to the family. It may sound lame but it's pretty cool helping out little kids that can't hear and their parents can't afford the necessary stuff.

So I'm going to Haven 21 at Socal auditorium on Friday and the state fair to see Hoobastank Saturday. Thursday is another HIKE presentation in Lincoln. So, pretty much the rest of my week is booked. I guess it's better than being bored though.

Well, I'm done. Thanx for the comments and always making me feel better Luv to all, *NIK*

Classes today were more boring than usual…almost fell asleep…blah.

So much for not marching if the lines weren’t painted…urg! We sucked!!! Yeah…not good, playing at the Booster bash. Oh, well. It was fun though…I’m just kinda tired of going to school at 7:30 every morning to march.

About the guy issue: most of you know who I like/liked. I don’t think I can do it anymore (like him) 1.he’s popular 2. I’m not 3. I don’t talk to him 4. I think he likes another person in the band 5. I don’t do well with challenges 6. nothing will ever happen cuz…well…it’s me. 7. It’s me…I really don’t know why I bother liking people, no need to go on. I guess I’ll always like him a little but…there’s no chance in hell. Oh, well. I kinda like 2 other people. One is in band, not a trumpet this time, lol, and not in my grade. The other is in one of my elective classes and is in my grade. I think they’re more in my range, lol.

Some friends and I are going to Hoobastank on Saturday at the state fair. Yeah, they’re not the best band to see in concert but no one comes to Nebraska and I really want to go to a concert so…Who wants to come with us?

Randomness of the day: Frozen butt rape from the North Pole…lol

I luv you all tons and tons and thanx for all the comment, * NIK *